Asking myself

The simple truth
painful, deep inside
hurts so much
oh my god!
The first in many
a question of sexuality
where abuse seems normal
when such superiority of masculinity
tries to dominate
indomitable women
physically
and with eyes
that tells
her chastity
is facade
this
when
spelled in words
i am disgusted
being a man
so i question, the worth
that is mine
my strength, my pride
which defines what i am
shamed this creature how could i be
even though within i think i be
a thread of light
in wheel of time
a member of men
who fought for freedom
for all humans under heaven