Anymore...

Though I tried

to know what's it like 

to, love you

trying and failing and failing and trying

to make you love me back

as patient as I could be, I waited...on

For you to love me too

and understand feelings mine
as the field where I stood
turned wild and that wild! into woods

time was upon me and unwilling
I could only...let you go

Giving up on your tempting shadow

desperately trying not to try no more...to hold on

I learnt, to give up, to outgrow

so, here I am living without you

knowing you knew, but didn't care

that once, I would have died for you
...

that once, I for once, truly loved you
now. it doesn't matter...anymore

All, I, want...

All, I, want to ask

Let, me, love you, unconditional

Through, thick and thin

In ways, that are simple

times; you weep, in sadness

times; you smile, with joy

Let’s share them always...
memories such, together.

now, and forever.

I want you.
Your sanity, your madness

And brave, all your world's wilderness
To find you, reach you, touch you, the real you

Let me hold you.

Let I; all…be yours.

As a messed-up, imperfect, man…yours

As one, who knows for who you are, and understands.

...

Let’s slumber watching the aged stars falling by the night

Let’s wake up feeling the warm sun with morning smiles

And spend days knowing you and I, for each other, are there, always...

And meet-up, to make love, by the cool night, with passion intimate such …only lovers know

Even after your beauty fades, including my strength ..together, old..let’s grow...

Let me love you, like no one has ever loved you

Like no one ever will…now…or…ever

This I solemnly swear…unto this breath, and the ocean blue

So…Love, come be my one true lover, let’s live together

So…Love, take this chance, hold my unsteady hand, and let go never!

So love…

All, I, want to ask

Let, me, love you, unconditional

Through, thick and thin

In ways, that are simple

times; you weep, in sadness

times; you smile, with joy

Let’s share always...
such, together.

now, and forever.

x

Easy or not so...

It's easy to say
I am in love
It's so, easy.
but if you asked
by how much
It's not so, easy

Love. I could compare,
to those stars, brightest in the night
or with that moon. the maiden most fair
and with all nature's elegance witnessed by their light
It's so, so easy

But is it so true...really
when those stars are too far away
or that moon beyond the dark, sad and lonely
with all their beauty ephemeral, always
Its not, so easy

So what is easy
in the surface that is
my dears, is it so, so easy

The summer love
warm yet lost early
or the winter sadness
cold yet long lasting
do tell...is love
so easy...or not so easy...do tell...
so easy...or not so easy...do tell...