Not you..

It's not you
its me
trying too hard
trying to keep you by my side
nearer to my beating heart

Now, i know
its not you
its me
for i gave you my all
my soul, my memories
but it was not enough
my time, my imperfect love
to you girl, to you only
no it was not enough
to break the silence
that silence you initiated
that has executed
a part of me without violence
a part of me clinging
to dreams of happiness of together
gone those gone on.. forever

It's not you
its me
now at peace
a lightness that comes
with time's kindness
with realization of foolishness
one can only have
when one is in love
when one wants to feel wanted
nothing more or else
just to be loved...